Some random thoughts 1
Autumn winds, homesickness, and an uncertain future
Translated from the original Chinese. Original version
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Sometimes my sadness is like water from nowhere; I never know when it will start bubbling up. It has already been a week since the semester began, and I still have not finished writing about my graduation trip over the summer. Little things in life often make me sad. The sadness keeps accumulating until it reaches a breaking point and gushes out. Whenever I think about the future and fate, I become lost in the face of that enormous uncertainty. Meanwhile, life goes on in its ordinary, busy way, just as it always has, and I slip into a state of detachment. It is like thinking of the food back home in the cool evening breeze as autumn slowly arrives. It is all the work of hormones. I still have to move forward.